love [[y0u] til the end

2005-03-09T20:41:00.000-08:00

just came home not long ago
went out today after school.
went siglap macs then went
ok macs after that went sushi 1o.
after that went home.

got nothing to blogg about, so i shall blog nonsenses.
life is soo BORING i swear.

anyways, if you love her then go for her.
all i can do is just wish you the best.
hope you will be together again.
even if its hurting, i cannot do much.
this is meant for YOU*

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, MELANIE ! (:

its for you*

2005-03-04T22:15:00.005-08:00

Everything was simple
Everything was fine
I knew I couldn't have you
And I knew why

I tried to move on
I dated other guys
But then we'd hang out
And I knew, to myself I lied.

You noticed me drifting
You said "please explain"
But, I didn't want to loose you
So, I tried to deal with the pain.

It's hard to be with you
It gets harder each day
When I look in your eyes
I feel my body floating away

I miss the way it used to be
You don't feel the change
You don't know I really love you
I'm sure to you, it's just a game

As I close my eyes tonight
I'll pray as I was taught to do
I'll pray that you realize that
I love you, but I can't have you

Your Name
I wrote your name in the sky,
but the wind blew it away.
I wrote your name in the sand,
but the waves washed it away.
I wrote your name in my heart,
and forever it will stay

i found this somewhere. its nicee.
and that`s why i`m posting it.
anyways, i guess its bout you.

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2005-03-03T20:54:00.000-08:00

Yeah
I know sometimes things might not always make sense to you right now
But hey, what daddy always tell you?
Straighten up little soldier
Stiffen up that upper lip
What'chu crying about?
You got me..

Hailie, I know you miss your mom
And I know you miss your dad when I’m gone
But I’m trying to give you the life that I never had
I can see you’re sad
Even when you smile
Even when you laugh
I can see it in your eyes
Deep inside, you wanna cry
Cuz you’re scared
I ain’t there?
Daddy’s with you in your prayers
No more crying
Wipe them tears
Daddy’s here
No more nightmares
We gonna pull together through it
We gon’ do it
Laini, uncle’s crazy ain’t he?
Yeah but he loves you girl and you better know it
We’re all we got in this world
When it spins
When it swirls
When it whirls
When it twirls
Two little beautiful girls
Looking puzzled, in a daze
I know it’s confusing you
Daddy’s always on the move
Mama’s always on the news
I try to keep you sheltered from it
But somehow it seems, the harder that I try to do that
the more it backfires on me
All the things, growing up
As daddy that he had to see
Daddy don’t want you to see
But you see just as much as me (to see?)
That we did not plan it to be this way
You’re mother and me
But things have got so bad between us
I don’t see us ever being
Together ever again
Like we used to be when was teenagers
But then of coarse
Everything always happens for a reason
I guess it was never meant to be
But it’s just something
We have no control over
And that’s what destiny is
But no more worries
Rest your head and go to sleep
Maybe one day we’ll wake up
And this will all just be a dream

[Chorus]
Now hush little baby don’t you cry
Everythings gonna be alright
Stiffen that upper lip up little lady
I told ya, daddy’s here to hold ya
Through the night
I know mommy’s not here right now and we don’t know why
We feel how we feel inside
It may seem a little crazy, pretty baby
But I promise, Mama’s gonna be alright

It’s funny
I remember back one year when daddy had no money
Mommy wrapped the Christamas presents up
and stuck them under the tree
and said some of them were from me
Cos daddy couldn’t buy ‘em
I’ll never forget that Christmas
I sat up the whole night cryin’
Cuz daddy felt like a bum
See dadday had a job
But his job was to keep the food on the table for you and mom
And at the time every house that we lived in
Either kept getting broken into and robbed or shot up on the block
And your mom, was saving money
For you in a jar trying to start a piggy bank for you
So you can go to college
Almost had a thousand dollars
Till someone broke in and stole it
And I know it hurt so bad it broke your mama’s heart
And it seemed like everything was just starting to fall apart
Mom and dads was arguing a lot
So mama moved back on the _?____ and the flat
One bedroom apartment
And dad moved back to the other side of 8 mile on Novarra
And that’s when daddy went to California with his CD
And met Dr. Dre and flew you and Mama out to see me
But daddy had to work
You and mama had to leave me
Then you started seeing daddy on the TV
And mama didn’t like it
And you and Laini were too young to understand it
Papa was a rolling stone
mama developed a habit
and it all happened too fast for either one of us to grab it
I’m just sorry you were there and had to witness it first hand
Cuz all I ever wanted to do was just make you proud
Now I’m sittin’ in this empty house, just reminiscin’
Looking at your baby pictures it just trips me out
To see how much you both have grown
It’s almost like your sisters now
Wow, I guess you pretty much are
And daddy’s still here
Laini I’m talking to you too
Daddy’s still here
I like the sound of that, yeah
It’s got a ring to it, don’t it?
Shhh, mama’s only gone for the moment

[Chorus]
Now hush little baby don’t you cry
Everythings gonna be alright
Stiffen that upper lip up little lady
I told ya daddy’s here to hold ya
Through the night
I know mommy’s not here right now and we don’t know why
We feel how we feel inside
It may seem a little crazy pretty baby
But I promise
Mama’s gonna be alright

And if you ask me to,
Daddy’s gonna buy you a mocking bird
I’ma give you the world
I’ma buy a diamond ring for you
I’ma sing for you, I’ll do anything for you to see you smile
And if the mockingbird don’t sing and the ring don’t shine
I’ma break that birdy’s neck
I’ll go back to the ***eler who sold it to ya
And make him eat every karat
Don’t fuck wit dat.
haha

i LOVE this song now. its one of my favourite songs.
the lyrics are quite meaningful. (:

my worst day of my life.

2005-03-01T17:21:00.000-08:00

how i wish i could just die now.
i cannot stand living anymore.
shot me someone. let me rest in peace.
i`m sick and tired of everything that`s around me.
i ahtre the world, i hate my life. :(
fuck the world. fuck everything in it.
what`s the use of living in pain, sorrow.
everything is soo SHITTY-FIED.
nothing will seem to go your way. NOTHING !
actually, NOTHING has ever gne the way i wanted it too.
why ? soo other can get what they want,
live life they always wanted, have everything.
while, i watch in jealousy. life seems to be
horrible too me now. its just the things that are happening to me.
its soo irritating. i cannot stand it anymore.
i wanna DIE ! shot me, i will de and rest in peace after that.

i HATE this world. fuck everything in it.

2005-02-28T19:29:00.000-08:00

heloo. yeahh, i`m blogging again.
anyways, got back most of my results.
it was like shit can ? maths was the most horrible can ?
fuckk lah. i did like soo BADLY ! :((
soo irritating, i realised how badly i did.
ook finee, maybe i did not study and practise that well.
but that stupid mr chong cannot TEACH !

ook, well is partly my fault, for not paying attention in class.
ooh well. guess i shall TRY and do better next time

takecare all
iLOVEyou.

one last by TAUFIK BATISAH ! :))))

2005-02-25T11:37:00.000-08:00

we both know is better if we just let it go.
one last kiss,
one last touch,
one last tender moment between us,
one last dance to our first song
while we pretend there`s nothing wrong.

i LOVE this part of the song.
its one last by TAUFIK BATISAH. (((:
he rocks my world. i LOVE him.
take care alll. i LOVE you.

my day at chek jawa, :) it was ok lah, not that bad.

2005-02-24T09:54:00.000-08:00

hmm. helooo, back from chek jawa.
its somewhere in pula ubin.
whaha actually i did not want to go in the first place.
but in the end, i went.

only 9 ppl went. 5 from our class.
and 3 from 2/3. so anyways,
we went with miss sheku sia. wtf only ?
it was quite boring sia. but i think its ok lah.

i had fun. so anyways, after that we went back to changi.
then we went to eat. i went home from venus`s dad car.
so yupps, i`m blogging now. anyways, we took losta pics ! :)
wooohoooooo. yupps.

my girl frens make my world go round. : )

2005-02-23T10:27:00.000-08:00

sometimes i look back, and i think all the things i have.
i appreciate every single bit of it.
my frens ; my family ; things and everything.
though sometimes, i hate my life and all.
but what`s the use ? life is short.
i`m just gonna live and
make the fullest out of everything.

crying and being so emotional
will not bring me anywhere.
i don`t understand why ppl cry bout love. :)
is true that every heart will be broken at least once.
even superstars, singers or TAUFIK.
crying for someone is no use.
though i know many ppl out there will.
come to think of it, love is pain and pain is love.
without the both of them, its nothing.

i don`t know why i`m blogging this but yeah.
guess i finally came to have time to think bout this.

my frens ; each of have a place in my heart.
though we have fights and all.
we all have our differences.
i never be anywhere now, without you all.
thanks for being a part of me.
i LOVE you all.
every single one of you. :)

<3

unforgotten memories -

2005-02-23T10:03:00.000-08:00

i`m not going to say, what happened.
but i guess, dreams DO COME TRUE. :)
if you believe hard enough. :)
i`m not kidding. but whatever i say its true.

i <3 you, and its true. :)
i hope what you said was true.
whahaha ook. takecare !

all feelings that were gone, are rushing back to me now

2005-02-22T05:01:00.000-08:00

yeah. i`m blogging again.
yeah, my blogg is finally done.
got my new tagg board. is ugly can ?
i don`t like it. wahahha
whatever at least i got one. :)
i am thankful for whatever i have
and i`m appreciative. :)

anyways, all the testes are over. :)
i`m glad. all finally.
takecare

my ever boring life. :)

2005-02-21T08:47:00.000-08:00

hellooo. :) yeah, i`m finally blogging.
after a few days. anyways, should not blogg
bout what happen. and talk about today.
hmm anyways, me and hwee li are ok already. :)
it was actually to thank shaheeraa who took the effort
to do it. i LOVE you my darling. :)
anyways, she was here in singapore, but left
for england again. heard losta things from here.
actually i missed her LOUD VOICE ! :)

anyways, today we had history test.
it was during assembly period.
i have a feeling i`m gonna fail. :(
my FAVOURITE subject.
something i`m interested in. FUCK man.
ook maybe i did not study that much.
and i did not pay attention to whatever
mr chew said last time.
stupid sia. and i`m regretting whatever i did !
ahit if only i did pay attention.

never mind. i shall not regret what i did.
and from today onwards i`m going to study. :)
i wanna do well. :) yeah.
anyways, mrs SHAH left the school. :(
mr CHEW too :( all the NICEE teachers.
miss firhana also gonna leave lah.
SHIT. we are like getting all the SHITTY-FIED
teachers. :( fuck it.

i also got a new tagg board. whahaha
so ppl tag k ? whahaha LOVE you all.

i got back my science.

2005-02-17T09:31:00.000-08:00

helooo. i got back my science paper.
shit i did soo badly.
thought will do soo much better. :(
anyways, its just the first c.a. whahaha
so i don't really care. :) wahahah

life is BORING ! is miserable too.
hate life can ? if only time could be turned back.
i keep thinking of the past.
not wanting to move on.
time after time, people said it was true.
i ask myself, if we're true.
it will come back all like that.

oh whatever, made that.
supeer reatrded lah. feel like writing something
and that just came to my mind. :)
ook anyways, MRS LEONG change my place,
put me somewhere near fitriyah.
i WANT and NEED someone to talk and laugh with.
her nonsenses, i cannot bear to laugh everytime.
I WANNA CHANGE PLACE ! :(

fitriyah, i`m gonna miss you soo much. mrs leong how can you do this ?

2005-02-16T09:01:00.000-08:00

fitriyah ;
i`m soo gonna miss you.
you are not gonna be siting
in front of me anymore.
i`m gonna be soo lonely, no one to laugh with.
you and your nonsenses, making fun of teachers.
and especially mrs leong.
you are far from me.
how could you do this MRS LEONG ?
lessons will not be as fun anymore.

mrs leong did not hear me protesting i guess.
when she wanted to move her i was like NOO.
what an ass you are mrs leong.

anyways, i hate my parents nowdays.
hate the world i`m living in.

fitriyah, i`m gonna miss you soo much. mrs leong how can you do this ?

2005-02-16T05:01:00.000-08:00

valentines day `o5

2005-02-14T07:33:00.000-08:00

hmm. today is BORING. actually everyday is.
went to school as usual. had science c.a
venus got caught by sng, in the morning.
cos of her attire. anne leong scolded her like fuck too.
anne leong SOO EXTRA ! :X then she was scolded
by anne leong in front of the school.
actually not really, cos anne leong shout soo LOUD !
till everyone looked can ? omg ! soo MALU.
she was made to wear the cloth headband
bought from anne leong.

then after that had i.t.
the stupid samuel guy come in. I HATE HIM !
soo irritating. everything oso must complain.
after i.t was art. miss firhana is nicee at times.
we are doing graffiti. :) i LIKE it.
and after art, had to see anne leong face again.

she soo irritating. if we were late or absent.
we had to stay back in school for 2 HOURS !
soo irritating can ? stupid bitch lah she.
then after that had recess and then had maths.
daphne, venus and me were passing notes during
maths. whahaha and the supeer chong guy kept looking at us.
lucky he never saw the letter.

then chinese. ANOTHER SUPEER BORING LESSON !
and then we had the science test.
it was ok lah. guess i can passe. :)
i HOPE soo ! anyways, receive presents
from my frens today.
anyways, HAPPY VALENTINES DAY TOO ALL ! :)

i pierced my tongue ! wooohooo

2005-02-12T11:11:00.000-08:00

heloo. sorry didn`t blogg yesterday.
was quite busy and i did not use the computer.
so anyways, i PIERCED my tongue yesterday ! :)
something i wanted sooo loong.
i`m like damn happy, but my tongue is swollen. :)
its pain man.

yeah hmm. school yesterday was boring.
we supposed to have the english c.a
but miss wong said the test paper was not ready.
me and daphne were like miss wong
you very irritating, making us come to school
for NOTHING ! :) wahahha.

yupps, and i could not wait for after school.
ook then after school me daphne, venus went
PARKWAY ! :) wahaha. went to eat first.
we ate at mos burger. yummy ! :)
the food was delicious. woohooo.
so after that we went stege.
venus pierce first and i watched.
it looked easy and not very pain.

so after that, venus went back to school.
cos she had badminton.
so me and daphne went walk round.
we met bao yu. whaahaha
she say she gonna lent me her I-POD.
whahaha. yeah. for a week or less then day.
after al the walking, i went to pierce.
ITS PAIN. quite pain.

then afterr that i went home.
anyways, HAPPY EARLY VALENTINES DAY ! :)

the c.a`s starts tomorrow.

2005-02-10T18:07:00.000-08:00

ook, i dunno why i`m blogging.
so anyways, chinese new year will be over.
in a few hours time. :(
its soo fast can ? the c.a`s starts tomolo.
everything is passing soo fast.

so anyways, i will be having english c.a tomolo.
its sooo FAST !
after this will be the march holidays.
and after that i will be in sec3.
i don't know why this year is SUPEER FAST !

ook. this year CHINESE NEW YEAR IS SUPEER BORING !
like what. and i receive soo little money.
not fair can ? this year i recevie soo little
then i got soo much things to buy.
and all the other years, i got nothing to buy.

so yupps. cannot buy soo much things.
tomorrow, after school i will be following
venus to pierce her tougue.
i have not decided whether to pierce a not.
but i WANT !
not sure yet. cos i still wanna buy wallet, shoes etc.
soo yeah, and i am scared it will be pain.
though i pierce before. :(
i wil decide tomorrow. :)

its chinese new year eve ! :)

2005-02-08T06:02:00.000-08:00

heloo ! whahah yeah i`m blogging again.
anyways, its chinese new year eve. :)
HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR to all the chinese ! :)
wahahah. yeah !

so anyways, today we ended school early !
yeah supposed to end at 1o
but in the end we were realsed just before 11.
so LATE can ? so idiot.
yupps, OUR class ended the party
like supeer EARLY !
even ms firhana agreed with us ! :)
she even aske mrs leong to relax abit can ?
miss firhana damn nicee today can ?
she was telling me and venus to tell
mrs leong to relax at one corner.
and we and venus was like,
i didn`t noe firhana was like that.
and the KIDS came to our school ! :)
they were supeer CUTEE !

anyways, that was what happened in school
so after school.
me and trisha and shaheeraa headed to tampines mall.
yupps, we wanted to watch shall we dance
but in the end we did not.
cos we were tired and trisha said that we were
be sleeping in the cinema. and we will not enjoyed.
so yeah, we did not watch lah ! :(
i wanted to watch the SHOW !
not fair. yupps, so in the
end we ate at seoul gardens

we had SOO MUCH FUN ! :)
i`m serious. we ate SOO MUCH !
yeah, we spent 41++
wahahha i paid 17.
and the rest they paid.
but TRISHA paid the less.
wahaahha and shaheeraa got angry with us.
cos she had to pay 15 ! :)
yupp, so me and trisha
wanted to make her HAPPY by eating.
wahahha supeer funny can ?
we were like after making the food.
we all put on shaheeraa`s plate.
and she was like you wanna make me fat or what ?
whahaha i LOVE it. we had fun ! :)

and while during cooking the food,
the oil kept spilting on us !
and i was screaming.
wahahha soo malu can ?
BUT I HAD FUN ! :)
and shaheeraa was trying to eat using the chopstick.
then she tried holding it for some time.
i was mean then after that i hit her
hand. then after that the fishballs dropped into the soup.
and the stupid oil was spateering on us.
and the feeding of shaheeraa continues.

and there was one part of the food eating.
i took pictures of them ! :)
and i took one video. but shaheeraa accidently
pressed one button and it was deleted.
and we were laughing and laughing !
i had soooo much fun ! :)

then after that we went jalan jalan ! :)
trisha wanted to go fish and co.
so see some person.
wahahha but we were walking on the
foruth level. and when we looked down.
we saw kitty, heather and angel.
wahaha. they were with 2 guys.
whahaa so anyway, we went down and tok to them
sabrina was there too. she was queing for the neoprint
for them ! :) whhahaha then after that.
they took neoprint. we waited for them cos we
wanted to see the neoprint !
so yupps, after that we tok and tok.
then we took neoprint.
the place was SUPEER CROWDED ! :(

we had fun taking neoprint.
we were all squezzing to take
cos there was soo many ppl.
and there were no space.
soo cannot take.
not everyone could fit into the picuture ! :)
whahahah shall post the pic here some time sooo !

so yeahs, after that we went home.
and i met melanie cos she wanted to go
punggol plaza. so yeahs, after that i went home.
anyways, HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR ! :)

i had soo much fun today !

2005-02-06T06:09:00.000-08:00

helooo ! i`m in a blogging mood.
anyways, i didn`t get my sim card
back like forever.
my mother took it back in the end.
so yupp. dunno when she will be giving it back !
i hate it. i have to use prepaid. :(
i hate it. if only she gave it back to me !

anyways, today had cathechism.
supposed to go 9.3o mass.
but in the end was late again
so didn`t go !
met trisha at the longkang there.
she was early again and i was late.
hmm so yeah. we went to the coffee shop
saw sheku ! she was eating eggs.
and reading newspaper. irritated her again.

then after that trisha and danielle
drank ice milo. wahah tok and tok.
then after that went back to church.
before that saw sabrina and sarah.
they were eating chocolate.
took some from them.
wahahha yupps. then after taht went back to church.

waited for jasmine.
she always take her own sweet time to reach church !
yupp. return her her money.
then after that. saw sabrina`s fone.
she has been messaging sagunan lately.
actually, they have been messaging
quite loong ago. yupps.
i bet she likes him and they both like each other ! :)
irritated her again. like i always do !
whahaha.

so after that, went for class.
whahaha charlotte is BORING to sit beside with
she like ignored me. so irritating.
i felt like i was toking to the wall.
whahaha yupps. we ended early.
we always do ! :)
so yupp waited for trisha and jasmine.

TRISHA class always ends LATE ! :(
soo irritating have to always wait for her !
yupps, so waited then after that went to meet NIPPLES !
i missed her ! :) actually i always do.
yupps, soo went t.m after that
then we went to take neoprint.
we took 3 TIMES !
how exciting right ?
so nicee i LOVE all the neoprint.
no, actually we took two first.
then after that we went to play acarde !
saw her*. whahaha

then after that. saw jonathn, simon, anthony, keith
at the acarde.
we played the car racing and the hockey game.
yupp. i like won the hockey game !
and i was playing ALL BY MYSELF !
whahaa. i lost the car racing to trisha !
she played cheat ! so was not fair.
yeah. whhahaha ten after that we went to eat.
at c.s. shaheeraa didn`t eat.
me and trisha ate.
she ordered SASUAGE !
whahahaha i dare not eat it
cos of simple life yesterday !

so after that. we went to take neoprints.
wasted $9 cos we did not know how to use the machine !
we yeah. soo wasted ! :(
hmm, so anyways, after that we went to pavilion
cos trisha wanted to use the computer.
cos her computer at home is supeer slow
thats what she says.
so yupp in the end all the computer were
used up by everyone.
so we went back to take the third neoprint.
ook this time, it was soo colourful !
yupps, i LOVE it.

after that we went to buy sushi !
wooohooo, my favourite.
yup then we bought drinks.
whahaha then sat at the stairs there.
at the fish and co.
cos trisha wanted to show me
her CUTEE guy.
whahahha she has bad taste i swear.
but i didn`t see the guy she wanted to show me
cos he was not working at that point of time.
whahahah and she was sooo HEARTBROKEN ! :(

so after that.
eating and all that stuff.
we went HOME ! :(
that boring house of mine ! :(
yupps. i waited soo long.
cos no one was home.
and i didn`t have the key !
and my stupid mother did not
even answer her damn PHONE ! :/
so yupps. and i`m home now ! :)
finally after waiting soo loong ! :)

my ever boring life ! :)
anyways, was toking to syafiq just now.
aske him for a nick and he gave me one.
thought that it was quite meaningful
actually all his nicks are meaningful ! :)
so yupps, we tok for a while.

shall stop here yeah ? update some other time
take care all. i will misse you.

my ever boring life ! i hate it.

2005-02-05T13:35:00.000-08:00

hmm. so BORING !
i cannot stand it.
i fucking BORED !
anyways, i saw this slipper
which was soo nicee please !
omg ! i wanna buy.
but now i got no money lah.
i LIKE fucking BROKE now !
actually i like forever got no MONEY !
soo bloody pathetic can ?
i need MONEY !
MONEY makes my world goo round round round
my world revoles around money.
wahhahaha ook finee.
i really need money lah.
fuck the world man !
why must i be broke ?
huh ? i seriously need money lah.
everytime wanna go out NO MONEY ! :(
if only i came from a rich family.
i will have MONEY, MONEY, MONEY !
ook finee whatever.
but i seriously need money now !

i got back my sim card. not for long.

2005-02-05T04:00:00.000-08:00

hmm. yeahs, i got back my sim card
but its like not forever !
i bet its not.
my mama wants it back later or something
so yeah just clearing all the messages and all.
wahhaha yupps, so if i get back it forever i will
inform all of you all.
wahahha. its gonna be soo exciting
if i get back forever !

i had fun during floorballl ! :)

2005-02-04T11:20:00.000-08:00

heloo. was supposed to blogg yesterday.
but my comp cabt not sign in to blogspot.
how sad. my comp really cocokoo these days.
anyways, yesterday i had soo much fun
during floorball. we played soccer and basketball
thought i hate basketball, its was quite fun actually.
wahahha soccer ROCKS ! its better to
play then just to watch !
wahhaa i scored one goal man !
on my first attempt !
whahaha yupps. shaheeraa was good too
yeah basketball was ok lah.
not too bad. but i cant scored any goals.
cos i was soo short.
and mr chong was sooo good,
cannot stand it he kept scoring for the other team
cos he belong to the other team
while jill was in our team !
woohooo, floorball ROCKS !
i LOVE IT.

i`m damn fucked up !

2005-02-03T06:40:00.000-08:00

god. i`m feeling so damn fucked up !
soo bloody irriating :/
and some BITCH is irritating me !
god. and my computer is irritating me too :/
i HATE this !
omg. and this bitch think she is always correct
and i`m always in the wrong.
everything oso must listen to her.
ehh, funfair izzit ?
go and die lah BITCH !
i am begining to HATE YOU MORE !

and today so damn irritating
in the morning had to sing the national anthem
again. cos the stupid teacher said she
did not hear me singing.
like i had sore throat how loud you want me to sing ?
stupid ASS ! :x

then after chinese,
i supposed to have art.
then the stupid lulu make me go and do her chinese work
stupid. i hate it man.
and i was making all the reasons why art is
soo much BETTER then chinese.
i HATE CHINESE !

2005-02-01T13:46:00.000-08:00

Ah Oh Ah Oh

[Verse 1]
Ran into an old friend yesterday
Caught me by surprise when he called my name
He was a familiar face, from a chapter in my past
Talked for a while, asked him how its been
Said that he was seeing somebody and
Told me this was gonna last
Showing me her photograph

[Hook]
And all the feelings I thought were gone
Came rushing back to me at once
Tried to smile and hide the way I felt
But I was thinking to myself

[Chorus]
(Truth is) I never got over you
(Truth is) Wish I was standing in her shoes
(Truth is) And when it's all said and done
Guess I’m still In love with you
(Truth is) I never should have let you go
(Truth is) And it's killing me cuz now I know
(Truth is) And when it's all said and done
Guess I’m still In love with you

[Verse 2]
We reminisce on the way things used to be
shared a couple laughs, shared some memories
Talked about the things that changed
Some for good and some for bad
Then he said good-bye and he paid for lunch
Promised that we'd always keep in touch
Grabbed my bags and grabbed my thoughts, walked away and that was that

[Hook]
And all the feelings I thought were gone
Came rushing back to me at once
Tried to smile and hide the way I felt
But I was thinking to myself

[Chorus]
(Truth is) I never got over you
(Truth is) Wish I was standing in her shoes
(Truth is) And when it's all said and done
Guess I’m still I love with you
(Truth is) I never should have let you go
(Truth is) And it's killing me cuz now I know
(Truth is) And when it's all said and done
Guess I’m still I love with you

[Bridge]
Now the truth is it hurts but i know that the fault mines
‘Cuz I let him go
Tried to get over it but it's messin with my mine (Because I know)

[Chorus (2x)]
(Truth is) I never got over you
(Truth is) Wish I was standing in her shoes
(Truth is) And when it's all said and done
Guess I’m still I love with you
(Truth is) I never should have let you go
(Truth is) And it's killing me cuz now I know
(Truth is) And when it's all said and done
Guess I’m still I love with you

I just gotta be honest, I guess, I-I guess, I’m still in love, in love, in love

this song is soo nicee.
its stuck it my head.
and its for you*.
anyways, HAPPY BIRTHDAY ANGELL ! :)

i`m sick lately

2005-01-31T06:57:00.000-08:00

helooo. yeahh, i finally blogging again
its been a loong time, i guess since i last blogged
hmmm well. as usual.
nothing much happened. like i always say
my life is FUCKED UP and BORING !
i hate it. :(
if only it could be interesting pleasee.

2005-01-27T23:57:00.000-08:00

heloo. yeah ! i`m backk :)
hmm, anyway i did go school again today.
had a very heavy head, slight fever, and a horrible throat ! :(
i have been feelling soo sick lately.
actually was supposed to go school today cos got no mc.
but i`m still SICK !
i sometimes just hate being sick
but sometimes i just LOVE it !

anyway, too all of you out there.
my sim card got confiscated by my damn mother ! :(
hate it man. now i`m like soo uncontactable.
yeahh, i`m like using my old sim card.
but got noo MONEY !
wtf ? hate the feeling when your phone is not with you !
whahah my phone seeems to be my everything
actaully it is ! :)
i LOVE my phone !

wahahha. yuppp and i`m now listening music.
so yeah, if any of you planning to download a song
download the song `truth is` by fantasia
its really very nicee. :)
whahahah i try put the lyrics of the song ;
here soon.

takecare ; loveyaa
mmuuuaaacckkkssss

yeah, i am supeer boredd !

2005-01-27T14:39:00.000-08:00

heloooo, i`m bored !
someone can help me anot ?
i seriously need to go out ! :)
staying at home is boring !
sometimes i think going to school is soooo much better.
anyway, i just came home from punggol plaza.
went there to eat with melanie.
then she went to work. and now im all alone at homee !
i think going to school is kinda better cos staying home alone
its soo boring. no one to talk to ! :(
anyway, this year time passes soo fast.
its already like going to feb !
last year, time didn`t seem to pass soo fast !
what`s happening to the world ?
wahahahha anyway, i will not be going to jasmine`s
school concert ! cos yeah, i`m broke at tis moment !
and i don`t have enough money to pay her !
soo yupp, told her i will not be going.
and saturday, i will be spending my time
STUDYING at home. wahhaha yes the exams are coming
and i have NOT EVEN brough my book home to study !
NOT EVEN ONCE ! can you believe it ?
yupp from tomorrow going to bring my books home and
STUDY ! wahahha its streaming this year,
i`m going to get good grades and that will be
on top of my wishlist ! :)
after the c.a then i will PARTY !
gonna stop here, so yeah take care !

iLOVEyou ; till the end of time.

2005-01-26T15:14:00.000-08:00

the more i see you, the more i want you. the more i want you, the more i need you. the more i need you, the more i love you. the more i love you, the more i cannot live without you. the more i cannot live without you, the more i wanna marry you. the more i wanna marry you, the more i wanna have your kids. the more i wanna have your kids, the more i wanna grow old with you. the more i wanna grow old with you, the more i wanna die with you.

isnt it nicee ? i bet it is ! cos i made it. whahaha ook finee i`m laming around again. anyway i`m homee now. its 3.21 on a wednesday afternoon. i did not go school today cos i was having sore eyes and it was kinda bad. yupp, bet you guys missed me in school right ? i bet you all did ! whahaha yupp i will not be in schoool tomolo too ! wahhaha don`t miss me k ? i bet you all will. wahhaha yupp, i just came home from the doctor`s not long ago. and he said i had some infection. whahah and he gave me 2days mc ! woohooo. i can wake up late again. this rocks man ! i wish i can get sick moree. ook yupp anyway i finally told you* ; [its someone i don`t wanna state the name.] what was in me all along. i hope you believe me. its up to you. i told you cos i could not keep it any loonger. though you said the same to me. whahaha i will wait, but not for loong. whahaha yupp, ook shall stop here. i got nothing to write ready ! takecare ; imissyouguysinschool ! whahahah

i`m bored !

2005-01-23T03:34:00.000-08:00

i went t.m yesterday !

2005-01-23T01:03:00.000-08:00

heloooo. yayy i`m back into the blogging mood yeah ? so yupp that`s why i`m here blogging bout my ever boring life !
YESTERDAY* 22o1o5
hmm yesterday. i didn`t actually plan to go out. it was a rather last minute thing. yupp here`s how it started. hmm yesterday message my little pola bear to calle me. yupp she did ! they we bitch and stuff. talk and talk. then ariffin called her and aske her to meet him. ook noo he was not the one who made us go out. actually before that we were planning to go out. whahah so yeahh anyway, we got ready and all then she aske me to go to her house.
wahah ook her doorbell was not working. message her to come out so yeah den went in. watch her tie her hair and all. wahha she is very vain i have to say that ! pola bear you are VERY VAIN !
whahaha ook yeah then after that we went tampines. i messaged jasmine before that aske if she wanted to meet us. then she say she would so if we reached tampines then we calle her.
so yeah we reached tampines. called jasmine mummy and she say she would meet us. then went to meet her at acrade ! while waiting for jasmine. me and paola had a nice chat as in we talked bout everything from the past to the present to the future. i told her things which i never though will be able to come out from my mouth ! iLOVEyoubabe* then met jasmine at the esclator.
paola called fin. told him we were going to tampines mall ! so yeah aske him if he wanted to come. met him and khairul. they took bloody hell a very looong time to come to tm ! got soo irritating wif them ! my `mummy` ; not the real one ! called `daddy` and he rudely aske her what she wanted. in the end they broke ! i got no `daddy` now ! wahahha
anyway then we went to the wallet show. saw one wallet i wanna buy. khairul bought a wallet. the wallet he bought was so damn small. he even had to fold his damn note ! whahhaa and then after thatw e went lepak at the pondok ! wahahaha and the stupid khairul was irritating me ! then we wanted to take neoprint but fin didn`t want. cos he said he looked ugly today and said that my fone could take pics. he aske me to let him carry my bag. let him carry my bag then i carried paola`s bag then she carried khairul`s bag. after that jasmine left went to meet her fren and after that she had organ class !
went back to tampines mall. and khairul and fin went to buy food. saw angel there. called her and she embarrassed me. she told that i was wif khairul. then yeah she talk till very loud. then after that we left. sat at the stairs there and i take some of fin`s food. whahhaha his forever giving me his food.
then we went jalan jalan after we left. paola was irrtating wif me ! i know you were girl ! sorrryyy* i will never forget what happen outside the toliet. not gonna say what happen.
then after that went to cheers. i bought sweet. khai bought drink. after that they went to buy the japanese balls. whahaha they went to take bus then went to st 11. we didn`t go there. just stopped the bus there. whahaha then we walked back to t.m after lepaking awhile at some block. ook at the interchange saw noriz. whahah can`t believe she is wif faruq. whahah yayy. good for them. then in the bus. fin was nice enough to give me some of his balls. i mean the japanese balls. whahha yayy and he was irritating me in the bus. wanted to chom me. wahahaha andhis soo vain taking his pics using my photo. and he kept snatching my fobe. whahah yayy then after that we calle jasmine. wanted to go beach but it was getting late. walked around t.m. then we went her house. some ppl called aske if we wanted to lepak. lepak for a while then went home. whhaha toook 3 wif ham and his fren. whahha yeah. sooo that was my life. loveya mmmuuuaaccckkssss

i`m lazy ! i hate life !

2005-01-21T01:35:00.000-08:00

i`m lazy to blogg ! i hate my life ! sara apologise to me. i haven`t decided whether to forgive her. so yeah chao guys see you all real soon !

i hate the world , my life , everything around me !

2005-01-19T04:18:00.000-08:00

i feeling fucked up !

i hate everything around me ! everything seem to be soo shitty-fied ! no one knows what its like to be like ME ! i`m so different from everyone else around me ! i suffer soo much pain and hurt but people around me have happiness, everything that want ! pain is what i experience and while others around me experience happiness and joy ! why can`t i be like them ? i wanna be happy i just wanna live a happy life and only want happiness !i know i cannot expect soo much happiness in the world but why must i suffer more pain then happiness ? i`m begining to hate my life ! everything aroubd me ! this soo suck !

WTF ; its wrong wif the world ?

2005-01-15T20:17:00.000-08:00

i hate the world please! what is wrong wif it? everything its not going my way. i don`t expect everthing to go my way. but what i want the things to go according to my way its not. its soo not fair! why must things turn out this way. i hate the world its so unfair. if only this world had no pain, no suffering! i will be free rom all pain! i hate this world!

my boring day in school.

2005-01-15T19:26:00.000-08:00

helooo. i`m back again. yayy. wahha i`m bored so yeah i shall blogg since i got nothing to do. hmm this few days were still boring. nothing interesting are happening in my life. wahhaa if only there was something interesting.
FRIDAY
i went to school on friday. hmm we had the mass. i had to admit i was not really paying attention. i was toking to angel. she was sitting beside me. yayy we talked bout anything and everything, bout her modelling and how she became a model, then we talked bout how many ex she has and all bout her steads. wahhaha. then after that we had the awards giving and then we had the installation of perfects and peer support leaders. sabrina was the first to go on stage. whahaha then after that had the perfects song and plege and the pass it on song where all the perfects were gaven candles and they had to pass the light on and on.
after that we had recess! wooohooo we had one-hour recess. but if we had an hour recess. the q will be soo long, there will be not enough tables and chairs. its always like that when we had long recess. that`s why i don`t like long recess.
after recess we had project work. we only had that for half an hour though it was supposed to be an hour. then after that we had history. then we had dnt. omg! i nearly fall asleep during dnt! mr pang never come so esther chan took over. she tok till i was soo lethagic. three periods of her lessons seems like a year please!
then after taht we went home. finally man! i`m lazy to type bout what happened after school. so yeah. i shall stop here! takecare ; loveya! mmmmuuuaaaccckkkkkssss.

its just another boring day at school.

2005-01-13T04:08:00.000-08:00

yayy. today i had my floorball. wahah it was soo fun man. imlovingfloorball! yayy its fun but its really very tiring man. we are like forever runing here and there.
hmm today had lessons as usual. but today seem so much fun then all the lessons i ever had this year. hmm first thing in the morning we had literture. yeah gammar came in. yeah cos like she is our teacher yeah se is actually kinda funni lah. yeah though she does looks scary!
hmm after that we had history. mr chew didn`t come in but miss aini came. so yeah she just gave us our things to and all then she left soo we had so much fun. me fitriyah sat at the back! wahahha we were like playing and all and teaching venus malay. all the bad words and all then she went around to all the malays girls and scolded them in malay. then fitriyah showed us the picture she took wif her camera on the last day of school last year. i realised daphne cannot SMILE! yeah anyway after that had emaths.
mr chong is back in school. if only the camp was still on and he will not be teaching us maths. wahha then we had recess after that was english. we wrote a compo. bout " the day ___ went missing" we had to feel in the blacks ourselves. i wrote bout the day i went missing and the day i was kidnapped. it actually was kinda lame and i was never kidnapped.
yeah. so after that, had mt. the stupid lulu came in. had the stupid test. whahah then after that had science then we went home. wahaha after that i had floorball. yeah ook that was my boring life. yeah shall stop here. loveya! take care

a song for *guys.

2005-01-10T06:01:00.000-08:00

Guys out there, kau beware.
Dun fuckin' tell me that you care.
The stuffs we do, the jokes we share.
The times you told me you'll be there.
I thought I've found you right at last.
Baby I gave you guys my trust.
but u pissed me off wit wad u sae
Baby you fucking told me to go away.
You said you had lost your dignity
Just 'cause I was your girlfriend to be.
But have you thought about how I feel
Baby boy wad about me,how about me???
You played my heart like I play this song.
Fuck you guys I swear you'll wont live long
You treat us girls like one damn shit
Never gave face not even a little bit!

You say you"ll love me till the end.
Looked straight to my eyes and held my hand.
But all those shit won't last damn long
Thats the reason why Ive made this song
You fucked up boys don't come and lie.
Say what?
You'll love me till you die.
Talk macham merepek sajer
You're not my type so fuck off Sir.
When you get to know another girl.
kau ckp aku your adek pe
At that moment I wana slap your face
Malays cukup "Sepak Muke!"
And wana let you boys all know
Don't treat us girls macham Butoh!
but here i m taking it slow
just feel da heat n go wif da flow..

this is the song to all the guys that bastard girls. jasmine made it up. yayy. how clever of her. love ya babe!

its another boring day.

2005-01-10T05:35:00.000-08:00

heloo. i`m back again to writing my blogg and updating it. yeah school was boring as usual. it was actually never was really fun. anyway where can school be fun. all we do its only STUDY! yayy so we onky studied today. our first period we had i.t. new teacher. hmm yayy some indian teacher. opps no offence to all the indians.
yeah then after that had art. we had to draw the school building not all lah. but only part of it.
hmm after that had science then was recess. actually i shal not continue talking bout school cos its really boring. and we had assembly talk today. was soo boring nearly wanted to fall asleep.
after school it started rain so damn bloody heavy man. and we, venus, shaheeraa and nurul. we ran in the rain like some idiot man. wahha and i was laughing like crazy. then we reach the bus stop and it was damn packed. and i was freezing like mad. i was soo damn cold.
anyway after that i went bedok mac again. wahahha supposed to meet my fren but i didn`t in the end. whaha ook yeah after that i went home and went paola house. den after that she came my house. woohoo. yeah after i send her home and i`m back home now. ook love ya! take care mmuuuaaacckkkssss.

taufik was once wif leandra!

2005-01-08T01:32:00.000-08:00

heloo. i`m back to blogg again. yeah got nothing to do yeah. anyway that day i was reading the newspaper then i came across a page bout TAUFIK WAS ONCE WIF LEANDRA! ook its like WTF?
whahaha ook yeah anyway that was wad the media said? so we cannot really believe it. yeah and he oso denied being wif her. the media oso said that they was together for 3 months. and they broke up on the first of december when the finals of the singapore idol was held.
i cannot tell if it was tru anot but yeah i guess it was not true cis taufik said that he could`t not break wif her cos in the first place he was not wif her. yeah so yeah take care loveya! byee muaaaccckkksss

its just another boring day at home.

2005-01-07T21:53:00.000-08:00

helooo. i`m soo bored. its a saturday afternoon and i wanna go out but i`m kinda lazy. hmmm i need to go out. i wanna get out of the house. i wanna go and buy bag! but i very lazy. shit man. if only i had to mood to shop and get out of the chair from this computer. whahaha this really goes to show how LAZY i am.
ook yeah anyway, i just changed my blogskin again. i think this is nicer. yeah wahahh hope you ppl like it. but even if you don`t i still like. whahha just too bad! ): whahha.
hmm school yesterday was just boring again. hmm yeah i will be doing d&t for the first half of the year and the next half of the year i will be doing home econs. yeah i wanna do home econs first! hmm yeah anyway yeah shaheeraa and me talked to the floorball teachers in charge and we can join! wooohoo yeah i`m going to join floorball. yeah i`m so excitied. this coming tuesday there will be training. whahah yeah how exciting
yeah after school went bedok mac first. den after a while we went to sushi 10. hmm supposed to meet my fren. but i was late again. forever lah me. whahaha yeah den i shall not elobrate on that part. then after that paola messaged me before i was going home and i asked if i wanted to go to tampines wif her and jasmine to lepak. but in the end jasmine could not go so yeah in the end she wanted to go to my house. so i told her i will meet her in pasir ris interchange. yeah waited for her for like hmm 3o mins? yeah then after the 3 buses came then she finally appeared. yeah then we went white sands and jalan jalan. then we went to eat at macs. whaha yeah after that we went back. took 88 home. yeah then i saw someone. whahaha yeah some cutee person. whahha ook yeah then after that we lepak for a while then i went home. yeah so anyway that was my boring school day. whaha ook shall stop here. take care lovee ya mmuuuaaacckkssss.

my 4th dayy in school. =)

2005-01-06T03:25:00.000-08:00

heloo. yeah i have changed my blogskin. yeah hope you ppl like it. whahaha actually i like but the photo is big. den overlap den later not nice. whaha but its nice still.
anyway hmm today went to school did nothing much in school. had boring lessons as usual. oooo man miss gammar is damn strict man. she even has like rules and expectation. and the rules are stupid. if only she was not my teacer. and she wants us to read the stories before she even teach us. wadda fuck man?
last time we didn`t have to read unless we wanted to or we were pressed for time. yeah wahhaha english was ok today. jennifer wong is nicee. she is soo much betta den rachel wee man. she at least explains to us betta and her teaching methods are better. and at least she does not expext us to bring dictionary to school everyday! unlike rachel wee. yucks i hate her! and jennifer wong oso tells us the meanings of words which we don`t noe. unlike miss wee who only askes us to check the dictionary man. wahhaha
yeah after school went bedok mac again. went there for a while den follwed shaheeraa to top up her sister`s ez-link card. den we went back to macs. wahahha den hmm slack for a while den followed shaheeraa to chai chee sec. to give her sister the ez-link card. den we went back to macs. ate den we went home. whahah i took cab home. cos i was soo lazy and sleepy. whahah =)) yayy. anyway shall stop here. take care lovveyya muaaacccckkkssss.

my boring life.

2005-01-05T02:27:00.000-08:00

helooo! yeah i`m blogging again. whahha yesterday i didn`t blogged cos i was lazy and i forgot to blogg. wahah never mind shall blogg today. ook its like only the third dayy of school. i ahte going to school now. i still wanna party and have fun. wahhaha ook yeah.
anyway today we had history, english, science, literture and chinese. ook the lulu is still our chinese teacher. shit lah i dun wan her to be my chinese teacher man. but she seem nicer den last year. whahha yeah anyway i`m going to tell mr lee that i wanna go floorball tomorrow. wahhaha how exciting man. i`m going to join floorball. its really fun playinbg floorball. whahha to those who are yet to try it. go try its really fun and i`m not joking! i`m serious.
whahha yeah anyway ook yeah the secones are bigger then me! its like maybe 9o% of them are. ook i`m getting realli jealous. i`m like older and they are taller and bigger then me. whahaha ook yeah anyway i`m gonna change my blogg skin soon. so yeah peeps look out for it. take care loveya! muuuaccckkkkkssss

its back to school. // first day in school

2005-01-03T05:14:00.000-08:00

ook yeah i`m finally back to school. actually i`m not really prepared to go back to school just yet. whahah ook yeah after having 2 months of holidays i still wanna party more. wanna have more fun! i dread going back to school. gonna face all the teachers. and the discipline all.
anyway my forn teacher is anne leong. i got all the firece teachers this year man. gammar, jeenifer wong. ook yeah they are all kinda firece man. wahhaha anyway rachel wee will still be my p.e teacher this year. oh god. i hate to see her face man. its like of all teachers in the school that teaches p.e why must she be our teacher? ook anyway i`m gonna see her in the morning tomorrow. early in the morning. of all subjects must have p.e in the morning. and it will really make me damn moddy. cos i hate her face and i can`t stand looking at it. and p,e is like 1 hour please?
anyway yupp. i`m like some windows and doors rep. whahaha so stupid man. ook yeah anyway today nothing much happened in school so yeah i shall stop blogging. take care peeps. love yaa. muuaaacckkkssss

is back to school again!

2005-01-02T03:05:00.000-08:00

helooo. ook yeah i`m back in the blogging mood. ook yeah. i`m starting to try to blogg like everyday. ook yeah anywy its the second of 2oo5. whahahha yayy and tomorrow school is going to reopen. whahaha yayy. i`m soo not happy man. its soo boring. i dread going back to school. cos i hate school. i want more holidays! i wanna party. i wanna have fun! i wanna not going back to school.
ook yeah and i got my books and school shoes today.

my stay at sentosa and the countdown 2oo5

2005-01-01T02:46:00.000-08:00

hmm yeah i`m back from sentosa. yeah the stay there was fun. i just love it. ook yeah stay there from the 28. yeah woohoo and i went countdown there too. whahaha
yeah ok actualli 2 days before the countdown. me mel danielle lino and tracy watch the rehearsal. yeah we saw all the 9 singapore idols. all which does not include taufik and sylvester. yayy. den i found out olinda and bevely smoked. whahahah yeah we were at sunset bay cos we were supposed to collect the tickets from alex. he gave us free countodown tickets. whahah.
den as we were sitting there the singapre idols finalist come there. actually they came in groups. whahaha said hi to all of them and they answered expext david. god his soo proud.
they are really nice ppl man. they were having a good time there. dancing and singing to the music. whahaha den after as they were leaving chrisspoo came and tok to us. his sooo nice man. he was like heloo. den we started tokin and tokin. wahhaha niest fella. i`m starting to like him even more. yeah. den we seat around there. den we went back. whahaa
then i shall tok bout the countdown. whahaha was damn nice man. had soo much fun. and we reached the chalet at 6.3o in the morning. was like high man. i drank man. vodka wif sprite. whahha damn nice. and i dance and dance the night away. whahha ook i`m tired to blogg. so yeah i shall stop here.

i have not blogg for a looong time! =((

2004-12-26T05:49:00.000-08:00

heloooo. ook yeah its really been a looong time since i last blogg! ook sorry to al those who has been bugging me to blogg. whahaha ook yeah anyway i`m finally blogging again. ook yeah anyway christmas is over already. its so fast. and school is going to open again. whahaha yeah gonna meet all my school friends again. ook babes i love you all*
anyway christmas was soo boring man. it was like one of the worst christmas ever. never had such a boring christmas in my whole entire life man. but i did enjoy the shopping for new clothes part. its always my favourite part of christmas! wahhahaha i love shopping man! it rocks.
ook yeah anyway from the last you all heard me and paola had tis stuff of fight thing. so anyway we are ok ready. its settle. whahahah due to my bravery. ook well i`m boasting on that part. whahaha ook she said she try calling me. yeah anyway i managed to calle her cos of ariffin. whahaha ook yeah if not for him i don`t think i will have dared to call her. anyway she is wif him now! whahah ook its soo unfair! =(( i waited all my life. ook im exegeratting on that part.
ook yeah anyway to cut short my whole blogg thingy. alot of things have happened wheni didnt blogg. yeah anyway i will try and blogg after i come home from the chalet i`m going. it will be at sentosa. whahaha yeah and i`m going to the countdown! =) at sentosa. i`m going wif melanie. cos her fren noe taufik! sio yeah i wanna meet him!

i`m gonna get MONEY!

2004-12-14T22:53:00.000-08:00

ook have not been blogging for sometime. aint in the mood for blogging and stuff like that cos i ahve not been using the comouter for quite sometime.
ook as i have not been blogging during this past few days or weeks. many things happened. yeah guess i shall not blogg about wad happen yeah cos it will be rather long and i just don`t wanna talk about it.
anyway i`m going receive the mony for SHOPPING and yeah i cannot wait to go SHOPPING! itwill be just soo exciting. anyway i think i`m gonna get 2 skirt and one jeans and a high cut. ook yeah cannot wait for christmas man. its gonna be soo exciting!

christmas is coming!

2004-12-12T06:11:00.000-08:00

hmm its been a long time since i have blogged anyway yeah so i just decided to blogg now. coz i`m feeling abit bored and there is nothin to do now.
just came home from church not long ago. cos we went to holy trinity. den after that we went to tampines mall. whahah had lunch first den we walked around. whahahaha den we went to fox first and melanie showed me the jacket she wanted to buy. whahhaa ook it was damn nice man. its was black in colour and had 3 black strip it looked like those adidas jacket. ook i think i wanna get it lah.
ook den anyway after that we walked around and left. took a bus back. and went to punggol plaza. whahah yeah after that back home. ook now i`m using the computer.
ook anyway we are going to go for christmas SHOPPING soon. whahah yeah i`m so excitied man. its gonna be so fun and i not really sure what i`m gonna buy. but most prob i`m gonna get a skirt and a high cut. whahhaa and plus tops and jeans. ook i`m gonna go crazy thinking of wad to wear and yeah gonna get those stuff soon. wagagga was just tokin to my sista just now and i think this is the only christmas we are wearing so cacusal. wahahah ook i cannot wait for christmas.

[[*santa all i wan for christmas is
`*a new fone
`*CLOTHES!
`*apple ipod
`*digital camera
`*shoes
`*bags
`*you*
.ook this are the only thing i can thing for now. don`t know anything else i wan. whahaha hopefully i can get some of these things!

FUCK OFF YOU BITCH!

2004-12-06T04:34:00.000-08:00

ook. hmm just blogging. feeling so bored and just finding something to do and blogg about this bitch. ook this girl, i shall not name her cos i think i will be really mean as to talk bout her. but i don`t mean to TALK bout her. its just that i cannot stand it anymore. everything she did i just bottled it up in me. she didn1t even know she hurt my feelings. she just does things for HERSELF. though ppl say she nice and helpful and all. its like heloo. that is what she gives off as a first impression.
she talks about people behind theri back and bitch about them. im not trying to say she cannot bitch and cannot talk about ppl behind theri back. i know everyone does that includling myslef that i have to admit. but she is really two face. she tells people bad stuff about you and acts really well in front of them. i admit i used to have many of these frens before. though most of time i told them straight forward. and im glad they change.
but its like even if i told this girl, she will not even bother to think bout wad she is and does not change. she thinks she is soo great and stuff like that. and all she does is only listen to yourself. but people will hate her if she has thinking like those. its really utter disguishting i used to treat her as my best fren. someone who uses people out of their money and then she walk out like that. sometimes i wonder if it was my fault but now i look back and think i make mistake her and there and i try and change. i didnt said i change i said i TRY.
wadeva cos to me now she is die. i treat her as if i don`t even noe her. if i were to see her in the streets one day. i think i will not even take a glance at her. cos she does not deserve that from anyone. and she treats GUYS better then all her frens. i noe eveyone at this stage will think that GUYS are the most importnt thing that anyone coud have. and having a boyfren during secondy skool is a must have. but haf they ever look back in their memories and think of who were the ones that were by them?
im not trying to say that guys are not important at this point of time. its just that even if you have a boyfren, don`t ever lose your frens. ANYWAY TO THIS BITCH[YOU MAY NOT KNOW WHO YOU ARE, BUT I HATE YOU.]I HATE YOU!

*i love that babe..

2004-12-05T23:11:00.000-08:00

i have not been blogging lately. my computer has been cocked up lately. dunno wad has happened to it. yeah anywae taufik will not be performing at the hip hop feast. heard it from melanie. she said that taufik had to quit from his band or something like that. and it will be damn shit man. taufik batisah will no be in bonafide. shit man. i hate this. i think his the guy who makes bonafide special and different from other bands.
yesterdae sara was online and she talked to me. omg! she is super nice man. like a totally different person of who i knew. she so rocks. *babe i love you. though she was abit the same. ook she actualli stood up for me while the ass said something bout me. how nice she was. and she actually remembered my name man. wahahaha.

i watched singapore idol from stadium.

2004-12-02T06:36:00.000-08:00

i watched singapore idol from the stadium. its soo fun. daphne gave me the tickets. i had soo much fun.

im the happiest person on earth!

2004-11-29T16:01:00.000-08:00

im currently lyke the happiest person on earth. i feel so happi and high. wow. i finalli got tickets to go for the finals. whahahah so damn happi man. yeah im going wif daphne. yeah melanie gave me the tickets to go. she so rocks! i LOVE her! yes.
ook. yeah anywae sorri if i cant blogg nowdays. coz my exploer is down. and i cant seem to use it. yeah so anywae. ill try and blogg as soon as i can. yupp.

i wanna go watch SGI finals!

2004-11-25T09:35:00.000-08:00

hey. fucking bored so decided to blogg. yeah im so damn fuckin bored now.
yupp and i wanna go for the singapore idols finals. i wan tickets. i wanna go. im desperate
to go lah. but i fucking got no tickets. and i so damn fuckin irritated. shit wills um one be
nice enough to give me tickets to go. if anyone wanna give me tickets or got ppl to get tickets from
email me k? i relli wanna go. and in need of going.

ook juz now watched singapore idol. yeah the one they show from the start of the compeition
to now. its been 6 months since the compeition started. and TAUFIK cried juz now.
so sad man. wen he to bout his mother. wow he such a faithful son man. he said he wanted
to worked veri hard to earn money for his mother so that she could haf a good life. wow so good
sia he. totalli a faithful son. i wann a child lyke dat in the future. wahahaha lyke real onlii sia.

yeah. and he realli changed alot from teh start of the compeition to wheri he was now.
he even aske his mother not to vote for him. and he oso said in the magazine dat he did
not aske his frens to vote for him unless he realli was great. wow dat goes to show he is a realli
great performer man. he has a great fan base but they dun realli wanna keep a high profile
unlike syl wan. wanna be forever in the media. wadda hel. stoopid lians. opps sorri didnt mean to insult
you all but its realli true. wahhaha.

yupp anywae yesterdae went to sentosa. wahahaha. i sat on a CABLE CAR! so scary man.
at first wanted to sit like crazy when i sit. i got so scared. i wanna die man. i was shivering.
wahhaha yupp. sat from sentosa to harbour front to mount faber and back. and there was tis sea.
yupp the water was so clean man. yeah. before that i went to underwater world and dolpin lagoon.
den went my sista frens house. went to the sun bath. swimmin and all. wahahah yupp. the story continues,
yay. shall update sum other time. in the meanwhile. dun forget to vote for TAUFIK!

2004-11-22T23:25:00.000-08:00

hmm. blooging coz im bored. yayy juz came home from wild wild wet! yayy supeer fun man. wahahha stay till late. which was 8! lazy to blogg bout wad happened! so anywae yayy. tomolo is my birthdae!

i saw TAUFIK!

2004-11-21T09:38:00.000-08:00

so many dayys i did not blogg. ook so decided to blogg todae. hmm life is stil as boring as usual. yupp hmm i shall start on wad happen on fridae yeah den update till todae.
[fridae] ook stayed at home. didnt go out. melanie called me and aske me to go watch singapore idol wif her. so i agreed ad went. went wif her and michelle. supposed to meet her at 5 around tampines mall. she called me at 4 plus. aske me wheri i was den she said she didnt feel lyke going. so i beg her to go. den in the end we went. yeah so in the bus she messaged me saying she was in starbucks. not long i reached. wahhaha yupp she saw me in the bus and waved to me. so i waved back to her. yupp. den slacked at starbucks for awhile. den at bout 6 we left for novena. we went to take a train theri. had to change train and city hall. den took another wan. we reached theri early. so i was feeling hungry. decided to eat but i had no money. so melanie sae we go to the food court. den i wanted a drink she bought me a drink. later she and michelle shared food. and i watched her eat. wahahha. den later we went to the taxi stand and waited for the taxi. i was lyke getting so exciting and we were lyke LATE! reached theri and saw so little ppl so we got scared! actualli me not them. den saw a group of ppl wanted to go in wif dem. den the stoopid gay bastard wouldt let us in. so we said our frens had our ticket and she went in. but he wouldt believe us. begg sum auntie for tickets. but the gay bastard wouldnt give us. fucker lah he. sum kcp ppl oso could not get in. so they started running den i followed dem. sae tis fella wif a stack of tickets begg him for sum. but he sae he wanted to film us first before we could get it. so we were supposed to tok bout sylvester. so we all said he rocks and stuff. he supeer sute. actualli i meant it in a sarcastic wayy. wahahha sorri all the sly fans. but i hate him. den we had tickets wanted to get in but the stoopid gay bastard wouldnt let us in. he said sum cock shit. got pissed off by im. so in the end he let us in. and when i got in. i shouted BYE at him! he thought i meant it. but actualli i did not. sori poor man. waahhaah im so mean. den got in it was about to start ready. got exctiing. saw TAUFIK! AND OLINDA! started screaming for TAUFIK! and OLINDA too but not realli much for her. the group of ppl infront of us got so irritated by us i guess. coz we were lyke screamin at the top of our voices! wahaha den he told us dat if we wanted to screamed informed him before hand so he could cover his ears. whahaha sorri. but i couldnt not help screaming for TAUFIK! den alot more of screaming. after the show ended, we went down. OLINDA got out! i wanted to cry! wahahhaha yayy! im so sad. stoopid SYLVESTER got in! i hate him! yay! he sux! after we went down. i saw OLINDA mum den later i aske if OLINDA was cummin out and she sae she will asked OLINDA to go to the reception! yayy! den at the reception! i saw DAPHNE! i hugged her! lyke so looong never see her. saw melanie tan floorencia too! and sheryl tong too. wahahha den we walked and sum reporter came and tok to us! aske me and daphne if we wanted to be interviewed. den we sae ok. den my sista and michelle came. den sum extra girl came. she tok to the reporter and wanted to be interviewed so me and daphne walked away. my sista and michelle den went down. so later me and daphne wanted to go down. wahahha den went down for awhile den waite. not long OLINDA came out. everyone rushed to her. i didnt wanna go coz it was to crowded! so walked round the reception den. later after not mani ppl was theri i squeezed in. managed to get her autograph and took a pic wif her. wahhaha so happi. den after dat tok tok tok to daphne melanie and all.den another reporter came aske us to be interviewed again. we agreed. coz we were TAUFIK fans. aske us mani question. wahahaha so happi.den aske us to take a pic. so could appear in the TODAY newpaper. im gonna be FAMOUS! wahahha plus got my surname inside. if any one see it tell me ritez? i wanna see my pic. den later TAUFIK came out. wahhaha supeer cute fella lah he =)) den went to him. took mani pics wif him. wahahha called me SWEETIE! =)) aske him for autograph. let him haf the honour of signing my bag! my checkered bag! he rocks lah! i LOVE him too much! wahahahha hugged him mani times. wahahha yupp den afetr dat sylvester came out. yupp and one fan bought for TAUFIK a birthdae present it was a gutiar! wahahaha so good man! i oso wan! den told TAUFIK dat he will be my singapore idol! he smiled and sae thank you. wahahah den he sang! i recorded it! he sang burn! den later aske him for another record! wahhaha he so nice lah! den sum one stole his poster! wahah so sadd =(( yay. den michelle mother came to bring us back home. wahahahha den reache home. watch tv and stuff. wahahah den went to sleep.
[saturdae] supposed to go for con1 camp. but i didnt go. wahahaha yayy. woke up trisha messaged me saying dat tim was in her group and she was lyke swearing at me. coz i told her da. yayy wahaahhaha my prediction were right! =)) wahhaha stayed at home. at round 3 plus went to tm. wahahha wif danielle. walked rounded. wahahha took neoprint. yupp. den went to church. was tokin. wahahaha den later after dat went to ntuc bought things and food. wahahah den went back home. wahahha den stayed up till 3 plus. watch john q. wahahha so nice. supeer nice. i cried lah. supeer sad. the father did wadever he could to help his son to get the heart transplant. yupp actualli was a true life story. wahahaha nice show =)) den after dat went to sleep.
[sunday] stayed at home. in the evenin mummi came. brough us back home. den now at home. tomolo going wild wild wet! yayy! happi sia!

nice stuff!

2004-11-18T00:22:00.000-08:00

i love hearing you say i love you time and time again
if i could turn back time i will treasure you more then i did
love was made for you and me!
you will always be my boo
i love you for who you are and not what you are
i love you when you smile at me
you were everything to me
you meant the world to me
all i ever wanted was to hear you say i love you
i knew all this time you were playing my feelings
i made a stupid mistake for letting you go
will you still love me if i did?
you were my shoulder when i cried, my eyes when i was blind, my eyes when i was deaf
would you be my baby boy?
ill love you till the last rose dies
love made me believe lies
love was everything i needed
i felt warm in your hands
once its gone, it will never be the same again
loving you was everything i wanted
i knew i was never good enough for you
my feelings for you will never fade

singapore idol rocks todae!

2004-11-18T00:05:00.000-08:00

dun think ill be going for singapore idol tomolo! but anywae dey were great todae! as usual olinda was great again! TAUFIK too! both of dem rocks! im loving both of dem! wahhahaha hope dey will be in the finals! i realli wan TAIFIK to win man! he deserves it! he has a great voice! great looks for sure! a humble guy! a nice fella! smiling chap! hw so deserve to win! anywae he has inproved the most since the start of the show!
no matter wad! i will support TAUFIK! OLINDA too! she rocks lah! anywae i guess she was sick or sum thing! i think she got flu! her voice sounding as if she got a cold or sum thing! if you haf take care and get well soon! wahahahaha ook yeah anywae olinda sang one song! hopelessy devoted to you by oliver newton john! i didnt think her voice suit the genre but she proved me wrong! anywae leandra was theri too! supporting TAUFIK! wahaahhaha duh! everyone including me thinks he deserve to win! and ken was so rude to haf said dat all the lengs and the bengs will vote for sylvester! wahahha actualli its true! and he oso sae dat taufik and olinda has to work realli hard! more den sylvester has too! coz his fans bass are strong! wahahha and he has alot of dem! and all he has to do was to stand on stage and smile and he will get in! at shows dat maybe he does not haf to work hard enough! stuoopid sylvester! get out of the competion man! i ahte you! you deserve to be out!
anywae ill be hoping to be able to go for singapore idol tomolo yeah? realli misse dem! all of dem!lyke TAUFIK and OLINDA! last week wen i went i did not see dem! including sylvester! wahaaah yupp and DAPHNE too!

im alone at home again!

2004-11-17T21:22:00.000-08:00

supposed to go wild wild wet todae! but neva go! i got no money and im lazy! help me get money sumone!

2004-11-16T11:42:00.000-08:00

wooohooooo! yesterdae i went to watch sharks tale! wif paola and her cousin! i think its her cousin! tomolo im going to wild wild wet! woooohooooooo! yes babyee! wif trisha tracy michelle and my sista! wooohooooo yes we rock!

i cut my hair!

2004-11-15T23:07:00.000-08:00

i finalli cut my hair! wooohooooo! yuppies!

im wanna cut my hair!

2004-11-14T20:15:00.000-08:00

ook. feeling rather bored now! so i decided to blogg! ook. well nothing happened todae! was a rather boring dae again! wahahha juz now i wen to the official singapore idol website! wahahha if you all dunno the website is http://www.starhub.com/idol. ook go visit the website its a nice web! ook was looking around den i went to the place wheri they had blogg! which was not written everydae but weekly! rather cool!
ook got to noe the singapore idol much betta! hmm chrispoo had 3 ex! cool ritez? thought he got more den dat! hmm den went to olindas one and she sae taufik her "secret" lover! wahahaha maybe she lyke him or sum thing! dey seem rather close on the previous show! the spectualar 7! wahahha clap clap man! i lurrbb the both of dem i swear! wahaha daphne too! and daphne is so poor thing man! she got rejected so mani times in her life! ook dats saddenin! wahahaha everyone hates to be rejected!
after writin wad she sae! i realised getting rejected its bad! the feeling is rather down! wahahaha ook now i noe how it feels lyke! yupp
anywae tomolo im going to get a new hair cut! yupp im so excited! i finalli waited so looong and i finalli can cut it! yupp im so happi! gonna cut jap style! i think datswthw onli style dat suits me! its gonna be lyke my last time hair! yupp cannot wait! i haf been loonging for tis dae to cum! wahahaha so happi!
tomolo sara ajak me go out wif her! i dunno she sae she will calle me but den i dunno! maybe i willl not go! im currently broke and in need of money badly!
wahahha yupp and a finalli took mani neoprints after a long time! if going out tomolo again! i wanna take neoprint! yupp! taking neoprint is fun!
and todae is hari raya! everyone theri selamat hari raya yeah? take care! ook anywae my birthdae is cumming! its on the 23 of tis month! 9 more days to my birthdae!

if you never loved, you will neva find love!

2004-11-13T22:17:00.000-08:00

ook. hmm nothin much happened during the days in which i neva did blogg. ook yupp hmm yesterdae i went to watch singapore idol. supposed to get tickets from araine but in the end i got tickets from sum unknown person. yupp. thanks anywae to dat person.
it was fun lah. saw my TAUFIK wahaha. but i neva take pic wif him. ppl said he went home. how sad man! anywae DAPHNEE is out can? wadda hel lah! i LOVE her! she rocks my world! the stupid sylvester should be out! i hate him. i dun lyke him. he cannot sing and he is a wanna be rocker. well he wil neva make it there. i HATE HIM! ook.
i saw alicia erny therese samantha and dunno hu theri. den kitty message me asking me to get taufik pic and autograph. but i neva see him so neva get for her. i got his pic. but the girl haven send me yet! wahaha anywae. i oso got sylvester autograph and pic.he was the onlii idol i saw yesterdae! but i dun lyke him. and his fans are crazy man. while they were singing all i could her dem saying " sylvester so cutee. he wave to me." i got so irriated wif dem and i was lyke can you all fucking shut up. wahahha im so mean lah.
but i swear dey were retarded lah. veri irritating dey all. wahahaha yupp. ook yupp
anywae so todae went to town church! and now my legs are aching. had prosecation. den went to eat den went home. but before going to church me and danielle went to take neoprint. wahaha the sitiing down one. so nicee! wahahha yupp.

i wanna go singapore idol tomolo!

2004-11-11T18:59:00.000-08:00

im LAZY to blogg! many things happened! hope to go singapore idol tomolo!

2004-11-09T12:26:00.000-08:00

didnt blogg yesterdae! so decided to blogg todae! im all alone now at home! supeer boriing can? everyone has gone out expect me! i need to go out lah! out of the house far far away from tis place called home!
tis holidayys are the most boriing man! hate it can? lyke got nothiin to do wan! every day i mean praticalli everydae stay at home use the comp onlii! supeer boriing can? i wish i can go out! and i need money lah! lyke everytiime wanna go out no money! lyke so little money! wanna go watch movie lah! wanna watch sharks tale! so nice can? i dunno neva see the preview yet! but it looks nicee! den i oso wanna watch ghost show! so nice!
wahahaha den go out i oso wanna tak neprint! den i oso wanna buy thiings! i need money! sum one help me! anyone wanna give me money? im in need of sum! wahahahha i need shopping all of a sudden! my obsession is stil wif shopping! yesh! i wan a shoppiing spree! how nice if sum one wil be able to bring me to a shopping spree! buy me anythiing i want! wahahhaha till dat day cums i bet i will be too happi to even decide wan i realli wan! wahahahah now im so damn bored stuck alone at home! wishing for a soul to tok to! dying for the urge to shop! wahaha kk i shall make a wish list of everythiing i wan! though i neva get wan i wanted!
i wan thiings to be my wayy! the way i wan to my life to be! the wayy i wan thiings to go! the wayy i wan thiings i wanted! everythiings seem to not be the way i wanted thiings to be! i hate it! why cant i haf thiings my way? why i can ppl to love me the wayy i wanted dem to? i hate tis! i wanna be different from everyone!

my wishlist!
`a new fone
`a converse high cut
`clothes
`that black skirt
`bag
`wallet
`tougue piercing
`laptop
`neoprints
`go siingapore idol finals!
`get pink stuff!
`get you
`CLOTHES
`CLOTHES

2004-11-08T13:02:00.000-08:00

ook great! i finalli can blog! yupp good! hmm ook yesterdae nothiin happened! i went holi family wif my mummi daddy and danielle! ook wahahha before dat we went glory to eat first woohoo damn nice sia the food! ook wahahaha i was hungry at dat time!
yupp den was stil early so walked round katong! wahahhaha was kinda boriing as usual! duh! walkin is boriing! yupp den later went to church! wahhaha it was still early! so we went to the culeburian! wahah dunno wad its dat! yupp went seedesd ppl! wahahha yupp oook im soo mean!
den later went for mass! den duriing communion saw sum bitch! melissa lim! yucks disguishtiing can? eewww den danielle sae her stud belt nicer den melissa! den she turn around and stare! felt lyke digging her bloody eyes out! she is so damn fat! yucks! wanna step punk! please you will neva be wan! whahaha yupp!
after mass went to eat lah! sum place! ook kinda nice too! den afetr dat went to take a cab home! yupp ook

`taufik-fied`
samantha~

im bored! help me!

2004-11-06T16:57:00.000-08:00

hello! supeer bored so i shall blogg! ook yupp! i got nothiin to do todae! how boriin can tis get? ooo wadda hell! sum one help me lah! help?!?!
ook todae jackie aske me to go cine! go see the singapore idol wif her and her fren melanie! wahahaha ook thought i wanted to go but in the end i didnt go! not bored actualli! no mood to go lah! wahahahaha yesterdae i saw my TAUFIK LEANDRA AND DAPHNEE AND NOT FORGETTIIN OLINDA! all of dem all rock! im sooo love dem! wahaha but sadly leandra was out! yupp wad can we do! wonder hu will be the first singapore idol! wahahhaha hope it will be my dearest taufik! or maybe olinda!both of dem are great and haf the qualites of an idol? maybe i guess!
ook im stuck at home now! nothiin to do! shall go do sum thing more conservatie! wahahaha yupp instead off usiin the comp! i have been usin it since hmm 12? from the tiime wen i woke up i guess! around theri lah! not sure! not bothered actualli lah! wahhahahaha
ook tomolo its sundae dunno actualli wd im going to do! guess wil be going to church again! wahahhaha on mondae! i wanna go watch the sharks tale! oyah anywae i juz remmebered i think hl is in singapore or sum thiin! ook well not realli bothered bout her lah!
ooyah and i found out sum thiing bout one of my frens i trusted not realli the most! but i trusted her alot! found out mani things! well i will not wanna name the person out lah! but i hope you realised wad you did and hu are you! though im not going to sae anythiin bout wad happened and juz let things passed!
well at times i seem invisable to you! you used me of everythiing! but wadeva i did you will neva realised! you told everyone bout us! i mean! yupp and sum times you threatened me wif dat! i mean i told you not to spit a word of it! but you went round tellin ppl thiingsu wm of which were not trur! lyke hello! if you wan to spread rumours bout me! think! coz i noe maybe ppl will truste you instead of me! coz you appear innocent and friendly in fromt of dem and back theri back! you did things which dey neva thought you wil be able to do!
wadeva you told me i kept it a secret! even if ppl aske me i juz denied it! i didnt wan us to fight or stuff lyke dat coz of those thiings! wen you haf your other frens! you treat me lyke wad a SPARE TYRE? well let me tel you tis you are not the onlii fren i haf man! i got other ppl! i mean if you hated me or sum thiing juz sae it! i will neva ever tok to you again lah! you dun haf to pretend! stop bitiin among the bush and tel me the truth! all i ever wanted was to hear the truth!
dat is not all! wen i accidently said sum thiing! i covered up for you! wad did you do? not even thank me? ppl would haf known from now hu was he to you? a stead? a god brother? a best fren? but the secret still lies in my hands! i dunno wad has become of you! though i noe many ppl change! coz of frens? relationships in life? for the betta? i guess you didnt change for the betta but sadly for the worst!
wen i tried tokin to you! you act as if i was not theri! even wif numberoust calling! lyke hello if you dun wanna tok den sae! wad am i supposed to do? read your mind? well i cannot read ppl mind if you noe dat? opps or maybe you dun even noe me! you told everyone i was your best fren! but the way you treat me didnt seem as if i was your fren at all?
and one more thiing! you treat guys betta den all of your frens! i mean maybe you dun realised dat but let me tel you you do! you juz dun wanna hurt dem but you dun even noe if you were hurtiing your frens! hu stuck wif you tro mani things in life! opps im sorri to sae maybe guys mean more to you den your frens? we your frens are girls too! well im not tryin to sae you noe us too well! but you are a girl too and you can understand too! opps or maybe you had sum sexual changes dat you dun understand your own gender!
o well i realli haf nothiin to sae much bout you! all i wanted you to noe i treated you as a fren! maybe more den a fren? a good fren? a best fren? im not sure! well wadeva happens you may blame me! but you should go home and reflect! you were the one hu cause al tis to happen! you treat to fit into guys arms! well to tel you the truth i neva known you were lyke dat!

`taufik-fied`
samantha

im totalli taufik-fied!

2004-11-05T01:26:00.000-08:00

ook. totalli was juz a best dae of my life! i so fucking damn happi! ook while i shall start on wad happen from the start of todae! ook supposed to go out wif daphne todae! yupp went out wif her! and meekee and melaniee and her frens! though me daphne and meekee didnt not realli go wif melaniee and her frems! wahahaha den yupp
supposed to meet daphne at 3.15 but in the end both of us were late. wen i reached the mrt station saw meekee theri! omg! she was lyke sittiin on the floor can? was so maluing man! yupp den she was toking hell of a loud man! and it was totalli such an embrassement! wahahaha and everyone was staring at her!
den came daphne! wahaha she and her sista and her frens! wahahhaha den walked to heeran! wahahaha was suposed to take neoprint there but den we could not decide on which machine to take! and meekee was fucking embrassing me man! she tok damn loud lyke teh ah so in the market! wad a total turn off! yupp and she is so damn fuckin lian man! i swear the way she dress and the way she tok! a tyical lian! wahahah
later was suppose to go to cine! den daphne sista calle aske her go pierce nose at heeran! so we went back to heeran! was kinda pissed at sat moment! ook yupp! den later after piercing went to cine! woohooo went to eat edo sushi! it cost lyke 23 bucks! wahahah opps yupp sorri im budget! meekee didnt pay a single cent and she sae wad take it as if she treat us! excuse me im budget at the moment! i wanna buy my skirt and cost of eatiing too much! i cannot buy! how saddening can it get!
den later after dat went to take neoprint! me and daphne coz meekee said she was not keen on those stuff! ook so yupp she id not take! den she waited for me and daphne to take finish den wanted to take anothe wan! den melaniee called she aske daphne to go meet her and was bout to go for the singapore idol results show! wahaha and dey calle and sae dat I should go!
was damn fuckin happi man! its lyke my first time goiing! wahaha damn excited lah! dey had 11 tickets! but meekee could haf gone but den dat daphne dun wan her to go lah! yupp so slack around first before going to heeran! took another neoprint there again! im so into neoprint man! wahahah love takiin pics of myself! wahahha i noe im damn bhb! wahahah yupp! ook den after dat went to to take the mrt to novena! den later wanted to get a cab! but there was hardly any cab in my sight!
walked and walked and walked! WOW we walked hell of a long jourey! wahahha damn tired after dat was at the bus stop den the bus driver said dat the 166 bus on the other side went to the mediacorp studio! den we wanted to go to the over head bridge but it was fucking far away! wahaahhah den we ran arcoss the road! wahahaha yupp waited and waited theri was no bus den later got one taxi! melaniee and her frens took!
den sat at the bus stop there! then theri was a taxi! thank god! thought it was late and stuff lyke dat! stoopid sia! wad the hell onli can? yupp reach the mediacorp theri then went to the recepition there lah! waited again! wahahah den saw so mani p6s i hate! omg! lyke wad cindy and zhi ting and all lah! BITCHES! totalli hate dem! ook not trying to sae im being soo bad! but dey totalli haf no sense of dressing!
den later went in lah! so longggg had to walk again! yupp tiring dae man! i hate it! wahahha den saw cindy stead! yucks he is so damn fucking ugly! i swear! wif the hair! omg! i swear look lyke monkey man! disguishtin can? wahahaha den the show started! omg! i saw TAUFIK! he is fucking cuteee i swear he is! wahhaha den saw onlinda too! she is soo nice can? saw daphne she is so supeer cutee! totalli a cutee! ook yupp and i so lovee leandra top! i always wanted it man! supeer nice!
anywae leandra was outt todae! supeer sad can? im lyke so sad for her! she has a good voice though! wahahha yupp i hope dat next week slyvester will be out! i dun lyke him lah! wahahahhah den after the show waited for dem at the reception theri! wow! they seriously took so longg to cum out! wahaha leandra came out first! i managed to get her signature! den came olinda! while takiing pics wif olinda i saw alicia tan and charmanin and densise! dunno how to spell their name! den came daphne and slyvester and MY DARLING TAUFIK! wahaha i got his pic! his autograph and i took pics wif him! mg! and i hugg him! wow! its so nice! ook if i receive the pics i will put it her! and let you all see my DARLING! he totalli rocks! hope he win the titale singapore idol!
guess i managed to type my whole dae out! itso cool! YUPP ! anywae im in lurrbb wif taufik!

`taufik-fied`
samantha

new template!

2004-11-03T21:36:00.000-08:00

ook well juz updatiin my blogg! wahahha yupp i have changed my template again! i think tis one looks nicer! yupp its does! ook well im not going out todae! not sure if im going out tomolo! but i wanna go out lah! so bored man! staying at home! ook sum one anyone wanna go out? aske me im bored at home!
and the problem is im so obsessed wif shopping! i wanna go shopping! actualli i need shopping! i need money! i need shoes! i need clothes! sum one bring me shopping! i need it badly! owadeva! think ill be going one of the days duriing the holidayys to get my skirt and my shoe! yupp i juz realised its so nice!
ook yupp i shall stop here and update another time! meanwhile i will be obsessed wif me and shooping!

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samantha!

2004-11-03T19:03:00.000-08:00

me!

2004-11-03T19:00:00.000-08:00

its me!

2004-11-03T18:59:00.000-08:00

me and mel!

2004-11-03T18:55:00.000-08:00

wahahha! its me!

2004-11-03T18:53:00.000-08:00

me!!!

my day in orchard wif alyssa and daphne

2004-11-03T17:50:00.000-08:00

wahahaha i juz came home from orcahrd! wahahah so fun man! the onli day duriiin the holidayys i went out! its totalli such an amazing thing man! owadeva! i was supposed to go orchard wif alyssa! but daphne was oso in orchard! she called me aske me wheri i was den we met and walked round and take many many neoprints! how excitiin! i took altogether 5! wif alyssa and daphne! but one was not taken wif daphne coz she haven came!
saw many kcians and ex kcpian! yupp i didnt realli buy anything much! i saw tis totalli nice black skirt! its fuckin nice man! totalli rocks! den had abit pink here and there! but its so damn nice! it rocks! it cost 30! wahah wanted to buy but could not decide to buy it or not! den in the end i didnt not buy! i realli need money now! money money! i need money! saw jacket oso damn nice can? i wan clothes!
after meetin daphne wanted to go to cine den we got caught in the rain! we stop at taka for lyke 5 mins den we decided to rain in the rain! daphne was so kind enough to lent me her jacket *thanks* love ya babe! alyssa and daphne was runin in the rain and i was slowly walkin! i didnt wan to fall and embrassed myself so yupp! wen! walk to cine and reach cine! daphne wanted to eat sushi! wahahha den we ate! veri budget lah we all! we ate the convey belt thing! cost 9 plus! was havin discount lah! so was quite cheap! wahahaha i was craving for sushi lyke a while ago! den i ate! yummy yummy!
den later went take neoprints! took 3 at cine! so nice! yupp! its been a long time since i took neoprints man! it so rocks! i love takin neoprints!
after taking neoprints daphne wanted to pierce her nose so we went to heeran! coz i told dem dey had piercin shop theri! yupp so nice man! it rocks! saw neoprint shop theri again! so we took neoprint again! how nice can? taking neoprints is so fun! yupp den in the end daphne did not pierce her nose! though she was having the urge to pierce her nose! wahaahha

`drift away`
samantha

my new blogg

2004-11-02T07:06:00.000-08:00

my stupid blogg! tis is lyke the 3 one im making! im tryin to get a freakin new temeplate but i cannot seem to find any! well i guess i wil juz haf to make it myself! but the problem is i dun noe how to make it! wadda hel man! shit lah! ook!
yupp well i guess mani things haf happened! ever since i stopped bloggin! wahahaha our principal had left the skool! mrs kee! she is supeer nicee can =)) if onli she didnt not haf to leave! well now our skool is going totalli suck man! hate it! especialli the stupid vp! shanti devi! yupp! our skool is going hay wire! ook i think im oso going crazy! yupp mr lim and mr chew! was oso leavin! how saddenin can tis get! i swear all the nice teachers are leavin the skool!
yupp anywae the holidayys are oso here! i neva went out a single dae duriing the holidayy! wad a stupid thing! i wanna go out! out of the house! wahahaha
anywae juz now i tok to sara! i so missed her! i guess she change well not for the worst! but for the betta! well she is lyke the old person i seen! well sara i love you! though we had mani fights lasttime! but rememeber one thing i wil always rememember you! dun worri! wahahhaha its realli such a amazing thing we both backstab each other once! and we are lyke frens again! well not actualli frens but great frens! though she has a changed of enviroment! i guess its good for her too!
yupp anywae ppl for the church camp im not going! im realli sorri! wahahaha trisha you gona be alone! hope you learn a thing or two from the camp! and i hope you wil haf a great time! well i cannot wait to noe wad will happened all the days duriin camp! well if you all wanted to noe why i didnt go was becoz i passe the date to give my form! and i didnt noe realli noe the ppl from my class hu were going! many ppl from my class were not going! lyke alicia and my cuzzy! dunno if charlotte going! but i dun think she wil be going! anywae ppl going haf fun yeah?

`drifted away`
samantha